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April 03, 2004
i'm in trouble...
i'm glad other bloggers like scott are enjoying my tango with watercolourboy. but the above words say it all: trouble. this blog is in trouble. its days are numbered. i haven't even been blogging for a year yet.
two crucial pieces of information came to me in the last 12 hours.
information number#1: on my way home from the gym last night, i ran into a friend *vice-prince* at the subway. we were having a nice chat, and out of nowhere, he tells me that he ran into my blog. 'uh-oh.' i thought to myself. i can't believe i'm so naive to think that no one i know would ever find this blog.
or maybe deep down, i did want someone to find this blog, but vice-prince wasn't him. rather than beating myself up, the damage is done. i'm too late. i was stupid. i was careless. i can only face forward.
vice-prince is a really cool guy. i can sense that he's trust-worthy. but, i'm certainly glad that i never got around to raping him when i got my chance. (NB* whoever you are, that was a joke. don't read too much into it!) he proceeds to tell me he really enjoyed what he read. from seeing my reaction, he's downplaying reading my blog. "oh, i didn't read much... it was a long time ago... yada yada yada..."
i guess it's not a stretch if he didn't read too much. that's believable. afterall, the world doesn't revolve around me. but guess who's friend vice-prince is also? yup. from watercolourboy's posts, he mentioned many times that they were very good friends.
walking home from the subway in the light rain, i was confident i knew what i had to do. a complete face-lift of this blog. name change and all that jazz. that is until this morning...
information number#2: right before i headed out to my saturday volunteer activiity at 8:30 in the morning, i ran into this blog online. i've read his blog on and off. he's been a tremendous supporter of my blog and i'm grateful for his interest.
to quote from his blog as per verbatum: "These gentlemen - Mighty Maloney and WaterColourBoy - they are telling us a wonderful GAY-Story! LOOOOL !!!! Friends in Toronto, who know 'WCB' and love his sense of humour, and friends in Toronto, who know 'MM' and appreciate his honesty, this friends in Toronto told me the real story - about 'WCB' and 'MM'! [Coming soon!] LOOOOOOOOL"
i'm highly anticipating his upcoming story as promised because he seems to know alot of things that i don't. but from what i read from this post and from his past posts, he used the words "friends" with an 's' that know both myself and wcb. i have lots of acquaintances but barely any gay friends in toronto. i wonder who these so-called friends are. i'd like to meet them.
my only friends who know about my blog are my two bestfriends, who chose not to read it to give me privacy, and my very good friend, medical girl from london.
putting the two information that i've gathered in the last 12 hours, my mind has started to wander, extrapolate if you will. in the words of scott once again: "...Leaves one wondering who is being dipped..."
i have yet to talk to wcb, but i think i'm the one being dipped. but who knows... maybe he's being dipped as well.
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on an unrelated thread, but still an interesting tidbit as it continues my downward spiral into more trouble... i just received a call from my bestfriend sunshine girl. britney spears is in town. she wants us to go. i don't know why but i said yes and we're scalping. she wants to be silly.
yes, i think i should be silly tonight. i can only blame myself. i can only blame myself.
soundtrack: 'toxic' by britney spears. [ lyrics ] in honour of ms. spears.
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